Where there is love, there is pain. But how can you go on holding on to one thing, when you can’t really let go of the other?
I feel lovesick, heartbroken, confused, tired, drained from energy, without a taste for food. It feels like a rollercoaster ride of emotions, back and forth, knowing what I have and not knowing of what I could possibly get. How could one feel so wrong when the other feels it’s too right to be wrong?
I know there’s only one way to find out, but right now – I can’t do it.
(July 30, 2009)